Dear Sir or Madam,
I'm writing to complain about the atmosphere and everything I get in touch. It started several time ago, and now it's just like ooouch everytime I scrape/cut/knock/touch but it's not normal to me to get pain when, for example I open the door and scrape my finger! Is it misfortune? But I can't remember black cat crossing my way, though I don't believe in superstitions.
Or is it normal? Or it's just me seeing ordinary things in badly way? Meaning of weather? You know, february in Moscow is really exhausting! Or I'm just saying it in case I don't hesitate to confess that I don't like my country? Sometimes I think that it's a big problem to live here, especially in winter. For me it's like the fish out off the water, I can't live when the temperature falls down at about 0 degree. Do you know how it's like here in - 10 degree? Exhausting! Could it be so that I was born not in country I ought to? Do you believe that everybody has his/her own prescribed fate? I don't, but still I can't habituate myself to the winter we have.
I want to live near the sea. Not cause I like swimming/sunbathing/etc, it's because I love sea. I love everything about it. The water, the wind, the sand, the salt, the sun, the smell. It's irresistible and neverending! Nothing can be as beautiful as the sea is.
At the moment it's about 10 p.m. and I'm still here, in the winter. My misfortune is still mine. It's still - 15 degree, and I don't have the sea in the neighborhood. Do you believe in fate? I don't. And I wish you to answer me as soon as you can, in case I really want to get some answers.
P.S. while I was writing the text two times dissapeared.
I look forward to hearing from you,
Yours sincerely,
Julia K.